This Malay song is quite resonates well with my past life ..Currently popular in Malaysia...
I have been afflicted by chronic headache while I was studying in University in 1984/5, till today..thankfully now quite manageable..
The problem with headache is it is invisible and the University specialist told me that I'm a liar....Imagine answering tough examination whilst your head exploding...So I decided to quit like Bill Gates and Steve Jobs...Some moons later,,, I fell in 1st love with a damn sweet girl...then lost her... betrayed by my own trusted distant relative...After that, my life is in series of mishaps...my eldest brother jailed, my youngest sister died young, followed by the death of my old father , brought along with him his feeling of frustation with me not completing my medical degree. I got work as a clerk and I managed to pay back all my loans related to my study..every single cents.
(Currently my old mother is suffering from dementia and ailments that every old people supposed to have)
Even in pain everyday, I decided to marry in 1997 with other girl with the same name... as I belief the pain in my head and in my heart will slowly go away, healed by time....
Difficulties are quite norm with me...no wonder I keep on 'trying' trading that I started since 2009.
May Allah grant me, his forgiveness.
Sorry for telling you all my past, sad stories. This sad song triggered my emotion..Emotion of a nearly old man :)
1st profit from using semi auto entry.
The good of it I'm not jitters or mistake from fat finger.
I set the entry requirements and robot doing entry. I then exit manually on DOM.
I took a live trade with the auto trader.
Not yet familiar with its querckiness.
From now on will only take the signasl and trade LIVE via manual DOM
Auto trader will be take the SIM trade till it do the right thing.
Ha ha ha..
ps. robot also make mistake or probably me setting its wrong ;)
Yesterday I commisioned a programmer to build a custom study.
This study is probably 1800th set up that I created and used since I started trading since 2009.
After I used it within a week, I felt confident enough to further programming it for entry decision.
Something that never crossed my mind.
The good thing is after Q&A with the programmer, I have clearer picture of what I expect from this custom study and it strength and weakness.
On my part of weakness, I usually 2nd guess my entry, so this custom study will focus more on entry.
To be fair to my system..
My system is okay..
But I failed to check the correct "environment".
I'm human and old age probably magnified my human side.
Today I emailed one programmer to code my system
So I will have semi -auto trading system
The system will enter, I will exit thru simple bracket DOM.
The system will be the sniper, I will be the platoon that protect the sniper.
My brain capacity to think will be preserved and that will help me to focus on defense, stop loss while my semi auto system will do the offense.
A long journey has begin with a single step send click.
my SIm xperiment is over and i feel that I could trade live NQ after this.
4 years trading CL on off was differentt compared with NQ
Yeah I have another 7 rounds of SIM ..but I bored to do SIM...I prefer live trading
My win/lose ratio is 65% with the current set up.
In prevous posting my pass mark is 60%. Thats the 1st key
2nd keyto win this crazy trading game is to consistently apply the trading rules .
And I managed to follow the rules via some indicators with price actions.
Price actions alone is difficult for me..becoz intrepretation of situations differs...
So how to trade if the intrepretations/situations keep changing/confusing my judgment ??
So in my trading mind ---
""The indicators are the the rules and price actions is the trigger""
The 3rd key is the bottom line -the cold DOLLARs you may asked..
Well I dunno how to answer that becoz that is the market's job...
I hope I can get the financial freedom through 2 keys and let the 3rd keys hold by the crazy mkt
After done several live trades, NQ behaviour is different than CL, of course...
I have to put again 2 indicators on my NQ chart -- DMI and stochastic.
There are no sins using indicators I supposed...
Simply becoz I want to trade like a robot, and no emotion, judgement, whatever (laugh, pls)
However, these indys also not accurate, becoz actually the trading is in price.
So I will put a line in chart price...
My objective is to trade REPEATABLE PATTERNs when
DMI=SMI=PRICELINE (so 3 filters are in)
Once repeatable patterns achieve 60/40 right/wrong % ratio, and ROR is 2x return/1x risk..
I will trade live again...