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In good mood , despite crazy world

Yeah , keep swinging with the magic technique --"Sway" - Markus Haider

Khai Bahar - Luluh ( Shattered ..in English)

This Malay song is quite resonates well with my past life ..Currently popular in Malaysia...

I have been afflicted by chronic headache while I was studying in University in 1984/5, till today..thankfully now quite manageable..

The problem with headache is it is invisible and the University specialist told me that I'm a liar....Imagine answering tough examination whilst your head exploding...So I decided to quit like Bill Gates and Steve Jobs...Some moons later,,, I fell in 1st love with a damn sweet girl...then lost her... betrayed by my own trusted distant relative...After that, my life is in series of mishaps...my eldest brother jailed, my youngest sister died young, followed by the death of my old father , brought along with him his feeling of frustation with me not completing my medical degree.  I got work as a clerk and I managed to pay back all my loans related to my study..every single cents.

(Currently my old mother is suffering from dementia and ailments that every old people supposed to have)

Even in pain everyday, I decided to marry in 1997 with other girl with the same name... as I belief the pain  in my head and in my heart will slowly go away, healed by time....

Difficulties are quite norm with me...no wonder I keep on 'trying' trading that I started since 2009.

May Allah grant me,  his forgiveness.

Sorry for telling you all my past, sad stories. This sad song triggered my emotion..Emotion of a nearly old man :)

Trading the Lines seems all times legit + Stoch

"Waiting Outside The Lines"

You'll never enjoy your life,
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
Force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
It's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
The time is now

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
Even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
If you keep living blind?

Stuck in the same position,
You deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
Just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
The time is now, just let it go

Don't wanna have to force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
'Cause I know what's in you is out there

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I'm trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
The first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
Go ahead and take it

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

1984

See u next year ;)

Range - no trade and a Song

CL made early move and I only watched the tail in choppy charts.

Conn problem - my broker confirmed that they have some issues, and here is "Try Everything"

I laughed my ass off watching this excellent movie...seems that I enjoyed it like my kid

Listen - Shiela Hamzah from Malaysia @ China competition

I believe I can catch the rainbow

Float like a Butterfly, Sting like a Bee

Butterfly ....

Will not be a ZomBie !

Song - Show ME the MONEY - McGuire

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