This Malay song is quite resonates well with my past life ..Currently popular in Malaysia...
I have been afflicted by chronic headache while I was studying in University in 1984/5, till today..thankfully now quite manageable..
The problem with headache is it is invisible and the University specialist told me that I'm a liar....Imagine answering tough examination whilst your head exploding...So I decided to quit like Bill Gates and Steve Jobs...Some moons later,,, I fell in 1st love with a damn sweet girl...then lost her... betrayed by my own trusted distant relative...After that, my life is in series of mishaps...my eldest brother jailed, my youngest sister died young, followed by the death of my old father , brought along with him his feeling of frustation with me not completing my medical degree. I got work as a clerk and I managed to pay back all my loans related to my study..every single cents.
(Currently my old mother is suffering from dementia and ailments that every old people supposed to have)
Even in pain everyday, I decided to marry in 1997 with other girl with the same name... as I belief the pain in my head and in my heart will slowly go away, healed by time....
Difficulties are quite norm with me...no wonder I keep on 'trying' trading that I started since 2009.
May Allah grant me, his forgiveness.
Sorry for telling you all my past, sad stories. This sad song triggered my emotion..Emotion of a nearly old man :)
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